| i can see the dried up weed thingies, blowing across. xanga feels deserted ): |
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| I checked the map to make sure that I got it right
But still I don't know where You're taking me tonight
And I've tried so hard to mix the old life with the new
But there's not in between if I'm gonna follow You
There's gotta be a difference
It's gotta be significant
If You're really inside changing my life
You would shine, You would be evident
If there's a difference
There's a difference
Here I am, I've got this baggage by my side
But I am ready now to leave it all behind
So I'm taking this moment to tell You I'm open
I'm taking this moment to give You everything
We're not meant to be another face in the crowd
There's gotta be a difference
It's gotta be significant
'Cause You're really inside changing my life
And it's so evident that there's a difference
There's a difference |
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| it's maddening to think how much of a slut you are. and no, this isn't about anyone from oxford so don't even bother trying to think of some witty come back. and no your not a fllirt your a friggen hoebag. and no one likes a slut, guys just use them. but it makes me SO FCKING MAD, i strongly idslike sluts in the first place.. but idk. YOU ESP make me wanna hurt little puppies and kittens. its like you think all guys exist to give you attention, well reality check, guys fresh girls. as in VIRGINS? yea. even when we hung out, all you probably remembered was what the guys where wearing. --x this is why WE are not a WE anymore. different person. i've been rereading your blogs. i'm sorry but i just gget this FEELING that your fcking us over. and putting alot of crap on the internet. it sickens me. but hey, if you are really telling the truth? then you have no reason to be mad right. its pretty hard to believe, esp on the internet. honestly though, you need to get over your fcking emo crap and get over yourself. your just like my other friend. an ATTENTION WHORE. so get over yourself, emo sometimes is cool, its alright. but seriously we can all tell your just looking for reactions. its disgusting. ANOTHER person. (yea i know so angsty) ARGGGHHHH. FCK U. hahaha not even sure who this ones about.. but idk i'm sick of all of this. college is going to be aa nice break. :D p.s. did you really think i didn't know? did you really think i was that clueless? hah! i guess you did. (; |
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| i'm wondering if its all in my head >< |
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| happy fucking new years :p at 12:00 am New years, i was at dennys (; woot. hahaha it was soooooooo effing cold and foggy, but then a girl wearing SHORT SHORTS came in hahah. like not even shorts practically underwear but she didnt' seen very cold. but then after i got home, later that day my grandma sliped and fell and fractured her ankle. -_____- so now she's supposed to sit still and rest, but she doesn't. lawl.
hrm. i got a haircut (: haha my uncle thinks i look FOBBY. pfftt oh well
oh oh oh! (: he (NOT MY UNCLE) told me i looked cute. hahaha in front of everyone~ hehehe. new years resolution:: o1. loose ten pounds and stay that way.
o2. write in a diary at least three times a week.
o3. make sure i actually follow out my resolutions. (: |
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